Another decade, another future … what was lost cannot be found.
The grass will never be green.
The only landscape I’ll see is the tree’s being shed.
Heavy losses, piled misfortunes, intentional crime, siren calls,
I’m in the midst of it all.
Turning every turn into some secret place inside,
Overlooking reality, embellishing my pride.
Chasing charms, what Luck do I know of?
There’s no such thing, I’m just a diamond in the rough.
Being a human captive, this is what I must resort to-
Painful glances, failed association, everything makes me blue.
Why am I here? Is there a greater purpose to serve?
Or is it just the longevity of pain bouncing off my nerve?
So many unanswered questions, my soul cries…
Each day another plea just for the sake of life
The only thrill manifested in death-
An unknown journey pending to be met.
In all these endeavours, I trudge along
Melancholy thoughts become my anthem, my song.
Nobody in sight, I settle my memories on the lonely shelf.
This is it; I’m finally all by myself.